jesusochild (jesusochild) wrote,
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Denial

Through a lot of thought, and guilt, I have come to realize that a place I used to call home can no longer be a part of my life.

I have had the idea that it would be able to return to the great place it was, yet I realized that for this recovering person I am only living in denial. I lived in denial most of my live, waiting for things to change, but I now know that it will not happen, and it only affects my negative thoughts, which I can not have.

I continue to pray that the lord open up the other door, as promised, and I will be able to live, worship, and love in a positive un-controlling environment.

I no longer feel guilty about leaving this place, I do however miss the few friends I had, but I know that God will take care of us all, in his time.
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