As I am still feeling the effects of the sting by people's choices, I am once again on guard from being hurt. The walls are up, and don't try to come through.
I have worked so hard to break the walls down, and learning to trust again, and once again the rug gets pulled out, and I am still flying from those effects.
I am trusting my Higher Power to help me through this, however I am once again turned off, by what has happened.
It makes me question, is there really a Higher power who loves me, cradles me in time of need, or is it time to move on, and never turn back. I am so confused by all of this, and only hope that things can smooth out,and I stop flying from the effects, and learn to trust again.