Of fighting a battle that I feel cannot be won, because of people's control issues.
Trying to focus on what is important, and not Importance of a non changing situation.
Grateful for many things in my life, yet bewildered by things that come into play.
I feel like it is a chess game, and waiting for the big guy to make the next move. Will it be in favor of what I want, or what he feels is important? Only time will tell.
But for today, my stocking didn't run, the kids are dressed, and the Lord has given me another chance to live my life according to his will, not others, or my free will.